To Feel

Sitting here in this darkened place,
I search, longing to see your name, your face,
To feel you here again.

It's been so long, I'm counting the days
and missing you in all these ways
I never knew you could miss someone;
I guess I should have known
That I'd be sitting here one day,
Waiting,
Hoping,
To feel you here again.

The worst part is that nothing
seems to work.
Nothing seems to bring you back.
I sigh and plunge my head in my hands
As I realise, irked,
that for you, I have lost
the ability to feel.

For now.